Jesus, John Krasinski, and Rob Pattinson; the only men that will never fail me.

Guys in my life are so disappointing right now. So many, for so many different reasons.
I start training at MRS tomorrow. A little nervous, but hopeful.

I need you here tonight just like the ocean needs the waves.

This is a comment I left Danyon. It just kind of hit me and I thought it was slightly more clever than most of the other comments I leave people.

I just want to tell you how much I miss you:
I miss you like fish miss the ocean. Even though most of them don't even know what it is.
I miss you like helium balloons miss being tied to a child's wrist when they in the cold lonely atmosphere.
I miss you like swiss cheese misses the matter that once filled it's holes.
I miss you like Micheal Scott misses the point.
I miss you like birds miss being dinosaurs.
I miss you like parachute pants miss being cool.
I miss you like saber tooth tigers miss being not extinct.
I miss you like 8.5"paper misses being a 85' tree.
I miss you like the continents miss hugging each other in Pangaea.
I miss you like swine miss the days without the flu.
I miss you like pennies miss being valued and being put in a pocket instead of being left on the ground.
I miss you...

I miss being in Powell so much. I have been in a kind of slumber lately. The days just drift by like dreams. I honestly can't remember what I have done for the last 3 weeks. Andy arrived safely in Cody today. I miss her so much. Part of me started planning on moving up there again this weekend and finding a job. But I won't for 3 reasons.
1. I love my family and my sisters. I want to spend more time with them.
2. My grandparents remodeled the basement for me. I would feel awful not living in it.
3. I wouldn't have anywhere to live haha.

I was really sad for about a half hour but it got me thinking of who I was when I was with my friends in Powell and it made me miss them more but it some how gave me strength to wake up from this groggy dream.
WHOA.
Profound thought. This is much like our relationship with God. I mean if we think of Jesus Christ and who we were in the premortal life it will help up us awaken that person inside of us and to walk even closer with God.

:) ANYWHO. I am really tired.

The Reading Rainbow!!!

Holy Cow.
Talk about smart cookie.
The Dali Lama is absolutely amazing. He is quickly becoming one of my heros.
I want so bad to have a conversation with him. Those would be some of the most amazing minutes of my life.
My dad bought this book he wrote called Ethics For The New Millenium. I started to read it and my dad let me take it because he said that it wasn't exactly a summer read. The first chapter was fine, but then the Dali Lama started talking about reality and what it is and my head started to spin too fast. haha I think I know what he meant, but these type of books are my favorite. So I will take the headaches with a smile. I am also reading Captivating, it is a Christian devotional-type book. It's pretty amazing it explores the nature of a woman's heart. It's crazy how accurately it describes what I am feeling. I love books that inspire me to become introspective. My favorite thing is to finish a book and feel like a different person. I hate wasting my time on poorly written books. I can't read LDS fiction novels, they are 2 dimensional with hardly any substance.


"Old friends pass away, new friends appear. It is just like the days. An old day passes, a new day arrives. The important thing is to make it meaningful: a meaningful friend - or a meaningful day."

The Threesome.

Justin and Seth, together we are:
Ghost Hunter addicts.
wildly inappropriate.
in a battle to see who can be more awkward.
guitar players (in varying degrees of skill, me being at the lowest end of the spectrum).
fender fans.
people who like to eat dinner at 5 every night.
the threesome.

My body is my canvas, fashion will be my paint.

So I have a problem and a plan.

Problem: I am not a huge fan of my clothes, I feel frumpy and boring. I keep fluctuating in sizes so it seems pointless to buy clothes. But I feel like my clothes are just something to cover my body not a way of expressing myself. I don't have enough money to recreate a wardrobe.

Plan: Ok. This is going to take some effort. But it will work and I will be happy. So I think I am going to have Haley do this with me. Anyone else that wants to rise to the challenge, please do.

Step 1: Go through magazines and online stores and pick out pieces that I want in my wardrobe. And what I like about them. And making a picture notebook of it.
Step 2: Map out all the used clothing stores and ross' and then plan a route!
Step 3: Gather needed supplies; Smart water, granola, sweet mint gum, crocs, camera, and etc.
Step 4: Try and find articles of clothing similar to the previously discussed over priced pieces. It will be a marathon. I am thinking it will take all day, maybe even two. I want to redo my wardrobe for hopefully under $200.
Step 5: Wash all the clothes...twice.
Step 6: Spray my wardrobe in my perfume. And relish in my newfound expression.

Warm and Fuzzy

Your life is an occasion rise to it.
-mr. magorium

Tomorrow...

will be full of clorox and vacuum bags and laundry detergent.
Oh and the office.
I will enjoy it! I am looking forward to it.



"No human relation gives one possession in another... every two souls are absolutely different. In friendship and in love, the two side by side raise hands together to find what one cannot reach alone." Kahlil Gibran