Jesus, John Krasinski, and Rob Pattinson; the only men that will never fail me.

Guys in my life are so disappointing right now. So many, for so many different reasons.
I start training at MRS tomorrow. A little nervous, but hopeful.

I need you here tonight just like the ocean needs the waves.

This is a comment I left Danyon. It just kind of hit me and I thought it was slightly more clever than most of the other comments I leave people.

I just want to tell you how much I miss you:
I miss you like fish miss the ocean. Even though most of them don't even know what it is.
I miss you like helium balloons miss being tied to a child's wrist when they in the cold lonely atmosphere.
I miss you like swiss cheese misses the matter that once filled it's holes.
I miss you like Micheal Scott misses the point.
I miss you like birds miss being dinosaurs.
I miss you like parachute pants miss being cool.
I miss you like saber tooth tigers miss being not extinct.
I miss you like 8.5"paper misses being a 85' tree.
I miss you like the continents miss hugging each other in Pangaea.
I miss you like swine miss the days without the flu.
I miss you like pennies miss being valued and being put in a pocket instead of being left on the ground.
I miss you...

I miss being in Powell so much. I have been in a kind of slumber lately. The days just drift by like dreams. I honestly can't remember what I have done for the last 3 weeks. Andy arrived safely in Cody today. I miss her so much. Part of me started planning on moving up there again this weekend and finding a job. But I won't for 3 reasons.
1. I love my family and my sisters. I want to spend more time with them.
2. My grandparents remodeled the basement for me. I would feel awful not living in it.
3. I wouldn't have anywhere to live haha.

I was really sad for about a half hour but it got me thinking of who I was when I was with my friends in Powell and it made me miss them more but it some how gave me strength to wake up from this groggy dream.
WHOA.
Profound thought. This is much like our relationship with God. I mean if we think of Jesus Christ and who we were in the premortal life it will help up us awaken that person inside of us and to walk even closer with God.

:) ANYWHO. I am really tired.